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2010-01-26T00:14:00.000+08:00

I'VE MOVED :]

2009-12-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

i went to the zoo today ! i stupidly went to school today and just to realise presentation for FIRMENIECH was today . anyway i headed home after putting down a model . :] how dumb can that be. so went to the zoo with mum and sis. bcoz eilis needed to do up her young zoologist project. despite the holidays, it wasn't crowded. but there were a lot of tourist from other countries. eg. students from japan . yeah . reached there ard 1.30 . left at 5.30 . so many hours spent inside.walking around . but i guess i had fun too .

*good day out.

2009-12-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

went to warehouse at kovan area today there's topshop, topman and adidas sale. but didn't see anything that i like. after which headed to hougang mall to walk ard. bought donuts home for my sisters. and went to amk hub ntuc after which to buy groceries. and home to prepare for the dinner. went to HAPPY KAMPONG SEAFOOD to celebrate great grandfather's birthday . but the food wasn't that fabulous. i guess everyone was complaining about the food. and as usual we had cake cutting session after the dinner. and i think the dessert was interesting. it was yam fried and was sugar coated :]

2009-12-05T13:04:00.002+08:00

JAYDEN :

from the way you type to the way you retaliate us, we know what kind of character you have. at this point of time just go check out the situation of your friend and how they are doing now. i guess u don't need us to tell you what you should and should not. as long as i know that the things that i'm doing are of clear conscience, there's nthg i need to be afraid of. you can shout or scold me in any manner but what do you gain from all these ? being called a hero by your friend ? is that what you wanna hear from the mouth of you friends ?

the facts are only known by the lead himself. so what is it that he have told all of you . making all of you coming to my tag board and flooding it like mad. and by tagging at my blog what do you think i can do to make all this change ? is there anything that can be done ? you should not be the one typing here. he should be the one coming here to clear the air.

hope you understand and get what i mean .

2009-12-05T12:00:00.003+08:00

moody.

late night out with zender ystd . he drove me for a spin and had supper before reach home at 2am. very tired so was he. eventful night out. and of cause he had to spare his ears to listen to me whining once again . thanks bro . :]

*black december.

it's just the beginning; there's more to come .

you are gonna pay dearly for all these that has happened.

2009-12-05T11:17:00.003+08:00

ENOUGH OF ALL THESE. it's getting way out of hand . now the thing is settled. we're no longer friends. and im no longer in contact with him . and his happily with his gf . so what is it that u all want to get out of all these? you think it's fun gng ard insulting people in the first place. and please get the facts right . i had nthg to do with forcing them or psyching him to break up ? u know the truth on that side. and what about on my side ?

on my side means im the 3rd party .? solely responsible for everything single bit of thing that happen with a reason that is simply just so stupid .

why shd i be troubled with all this things. ! the fact and the truth only i know it ?

what do you all gain from having all this insults brought to people in the first place. ?

i know what im doing and i dont need you people to teach me.

being fat is not an offence.

i said "fark off" means i'm relating to your friend ?

den all men with beard is your father ?

JUST BECAUSE OF A WORD "MUACKS" ?

AND MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND WITH YOU.

IT'S NOT AN OFFENCE TO WHAT I TYPE IN A MSG.

AND THIS IS PEOPLE'S PRIVACY AND SO WHY ARE YOU ALL BRINGING IT OUT TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT IT ?

LIKE U SAID I SHDN'T BE A KPO AND WHAT ARE YOU ALL DOING NOW . SPAMMING PEOPLE'S TAG BLOG OVER SMTH THAT IS NONE OF YOUR CONCERN ?

IF YOUR FRIENDS CAN SIDE U THEN WHY CANT MY FRIENDS BE WITH ME ?

ME BEING A WHORE ?

DEN YOU WILL BE A GIGOLO ?

HAHAHHAS .

WILL YOU JUST STOP IT PEOPLE.

* learn to let it go.

WHAT HAVE BEEN SAID HAD ALR BEEN SAID;
WHAT IS DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE;
MOVE ON PEOPLE . !

I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT PERSON ANYMORE. !
FOR GODSAKE ! .

AT LEAST I DARE TO STAND OUT TO FACE THE PROBLEM .

BETTER THEN SOME PEOPLE JUST HIDING AWAY FROM IT.

SAYING IT'S NOT A PROBLEM ?

AND THEIR R.S TURN FOR THE BETTER ALL THANKS TO ME ?

FIND A WHOLE DIG IT AND STAY INSIDE FOREVER !

BETTER NOT COME OUT AND SEE THE WORLD .

2009-12-04T11:13:00.004+08:00

I DONT NEED PEOPLE HERE TO INSULT ME. INSULT MY NAME. MY NAME WAS GIVEN BY MY MUM NOT YOU ! FARK :/ INSULT ME OF BEING FAT .JUST WHO THE FARK DO YOU THING YOU ARE AND GOT THE RIGHT TO SCOLD ME JUST BCOZ OF A WORD OF CONCERN AND IN RETURN I GET IS THESE WHOLE LOAD OF CRAP WHICH I DIDN'T NEED

AT ALL .

AND IM THE 3RD PARTY PLS ? I DONT EVEN WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ALL THESE IN THE FIRST PLACE .

to me a muack is just so simple. do you have to look at it in a complicated manner?

* OUT OF MY BLOG.

2009-12-03T19:34:00.001+08:00

what's wrong with send a friend a msg to show my concern over a break up ? and the gf go crazy over it. jus because of this. pls.! it's not even fair to me. dont be childish .if u think u wanna keep him all to urself. den be it .break all his friendship and lock him up in ur house. then he would be all your's. he's ur bf and in the first place u didn't show him any respect or concern . what you need to fulfill is just to be materialistic.

*fark off .

2009-12-02T23:49:00.003+08:00

my mind is in a mess just like these cubes. being tossed and turned ard by the things that are happening around. the mind just isn't right at time. i never wanted to run away. sometimes i just feel like putting down everything and just give it up.

i just got so much to speak; but i choose to keep quiet at times . when it's time to speak, my mind just go blank somehow. what's the cause of all this going on ? my nights are getting more sleepless. i really need a good break /a good rest to stop that headache of mine.

-what will be next ?

2009-12-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

MY CUBE COLLAGE :] finally finished. today didn't go to school. just stayed home and take photo of the 100 configurations of my cubes. ! :] tedious. but im happy it's done ! WOOHOO !

2009-11-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

:] went to science centre with my classmates today ! :] enjoyed myself there. left early with siti.fathin and weiqiang bcoz i was meeting grace and weeting at cwp . had dinner at pizza hut and walked ard cwp . and headed to sembawang shopping centre after sw and cheewee left. bought a few things today :] for studio and personal use. headed home from there at 9. tired. and my legs are so tired :X

2009-11-28T23:24:00.002+08:00

* prove to them that i must persevere till the end. no matter what happens; face it. reality is cruel but running away is the worst that i could imagine . :/ still sticking the plans on now. and ii just realize i printed all of it wrongly . re-doing now : X so fun yah . wonder when i can finish it up .

*praying hard .

2009-11-27T22:41:00.001+08:00

finally finish up my 66 cubes. now have to put the floor plan on all of the side. this is the tedious part . i need to repeat 6 times :X

*NIGHTMARES of CUBES

2009-11-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

Look at my cube in the making process. at the same time running out of art card. raining and raining non stop. nice weather to sleep in .

* cubes in the making

2009-11-27T16:45:00.000+08:00

attended st.nicks moving out ceremony on 25 nov . :] memories of primary schhool. seeing pupils moving to their new campus. :] their complains of the holding school . kids are really hard to please nowadays . :]

2009-11-26T22:24:00.003+08:00

finally com skills presentation is over :] YUPPIE . now is studio time .hmmm . making my 66 cubes now. im gng insane. and i think my art card isn't enough . im only at the 16 piece which is barely 1/4 of the amount i need to make . i miss the days of fun and laughter with no worries :/ ARGH . i want to hang out with my friends and play . but time restrain me to do that .24 hours a day isn't enough at all. ! :/

* continue to do my CUBES !

2009-11-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

tmr is st.nicks moving out ceremony. . :] definitely be going. seeing my primary school tearing down in bits and seeing it rebuilding a new campus few years down the road. :] oh . memories of primary school suddenly flash back in my head once again ..

*im just feeling moody now * :/

2009-11-22T23:20:00.002+08:00

stay up will 4am doing my model last night. very tired now . gave zender korkor my "supreme" cap ystd since he really needed one now. army boy. hahhas . so today went to sembawang shopping centre with my family .went daiso to get some wires and wooden rod for studio. had tako ball at wow tako ; it wasn't so wow after all. giant for grocery shopping and headed home.

now doing com skills ppt. meeting yvonne and the rest tmr in school .

* this is just the beginning of everything. *

2009-11-20T17:23:00.003+08:00

woohoo is friday again :] it marks the start of weekend. hmmm . more studio models to do ! :/ meet sean and larry today .eventful morning with siti and fathin. went to amk hub and buy the gift for huifen and headed back to school to paint the wood crafted piano and prepare the cake for her. so we waited for them to come to the class until the cake alr started to melt. went for lunch with fathin and siti at 3 pm . grinning gecko like finally after 1 month.
and larry sean and sabrina just pop up of no where. and larry ate my chicken alfresco. so funny.
and we bought yoghurt from the business student . 2 for $2.50 and we got 1 extra free yoghurt. nice. and we gave the 2 cups to sean and larry. :] back to class. look for info on universal studios.

and mum came to pick me up.

*sorry girls for not joining u all tonight

2009-11-16T21:20:00.002+08:00

first day of school :] overall quite okay. my cosy corner is really far from the rest. feels like as though im outcasting myself. but whatever it is; it's still quite okay.didnt do much today . chatted with the class. meet the other suzhou people for a chat. they came up to the lab and we went to their lab . give the gifts to the lecturers. shared with zalina and miss tan our experiences of the lecturer, DAWEIKOU . :] and we complain for 1 hour. left school at 6 with kaser.

*tired of all these.

2009-11-15T00:14:00.005+08:00

some photos during the trip: ] the rest will be uploaded on facebook.

2009-11-14T11:25:00.002+08:00

back to singapore . WOOHOO . many photos to update and edit. and many friends to add on facebook . hahhas .touch down singapore @ 19:25 ystd . woo . waited for them to buy liquor before i exited the gate. mum and sisters was already waiting there. hmmm . reach home gave out the gifts and order pizza hut . :] yummy . went to bed at 12 mn.
overall the whole trip was quite fun . the people are nice. the lecturer sucks i must really say . definitely complain about him :/

*more to update.

2009-10-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

finally can blog : ] everything also block off. idiotic ! :X 3 days had passed. we visited quite a few places :] hmmm . will go into details when im back .and with photos. the environment here is still okay . just that the hostel toilets are a little yucky . students here are friendly too . they help us ard . we attended their singing competition ystd . and omg; CMI totally . phoebe has the videos that will laugh our heads off . went to a really nice cafe today, momi cafe : ] the whole space feels so relax and soothing with a cup of milk tea and it's just too perfect . and we could send future postcards too ! cool yeah ? : ] historical places is of cause in the schedule. we visited 2 places and shopping like mad for the whole day with miss tan. we had filling meals everyday .

the worst of all is that everyday we have to take the fleets of stairs . enough to kill us ! 5 storey to the hostel . 6 storey to the classroom :/ by the end of one month. we will all be super fit . hahahas .

update more when I can : ]
take care people !

2009-10-18T19:36:00.002+08:00

:] finally home. so sleepy loh . ystd my cousin came to my hse to stay over .woohoo . we chatted quite abit and i fell asleep accidently. today woke up early . bathe and zender bro drove me out to get the last min things . : ] thanks bro . i know he's tired from his chalet. first time shopping with him .so weird . but overall still okay . came home. and rest for awhile den went out again . went to amk hub again to get groceries . home to put down the stuff and headed for dinner . im so tired now :] flying in 13 hours time . excited !

2009-10-18T10:27:00.002+08:00

finally got my laptop adaptor ystd at compass point.from bishan i had to rush down there bcoz they only had one piece left .so pathetic right ? :/ 150 bucks flew away just like that . the adaptor died at the wrong time .meet aunt at dhouby and she accompanied me . and zender bro came to drive us home : ] first time sitting in a car that he's driving . :]

IM FLYING OFF TMR ! :]

needa wake up early .

2009-10-14T22:37:00.001+08:00

:] back to blog .
went to school this afternoon for a 2 hour briefing for the suzhou trip . and the most stupid thing is that we needed to take a individual photo after that .OMG ! :X after school headed to meet ruilong at yck station. board the train tgt to woodlands to meet jj and grace . we had pizza hut for dinner. went to amk k pool to play pool for an hour . bought koi and headed home :] had an enjoyable evening .

and im falling sick :/ kept sneezing for the whole day
caleb said that some guy was missing me; i told him it must be an unlucky guy :]

2009-10-12T00:08:00.002+08:00

:] met up with tricia for supper. not really actually . just a drink and an ice cream at mac. hahhas . found out her life in melbourne . glad that she's doing just fine for her studies. will meet up on her holidays again .she's flying back on sunday night . : ] all the freedom she has in australia! wooo . so nice .

i will miss you tricia . <3

2009-10-08T22:52:00.002+08:00

out with jun and vonne today .went to ps first . carrefour,daiso,spotlight and many many shops that we went to. our second destination bugis street.anyway i didnt buy anything today. just ziplock bags for my clothes and a bottle of body wash . i already bought most of my things. was on the phone with phoebe just now, suddenly the line cut off. :X argh . irritating . maybe my phone really got a problem . counting down 11days :]

2009-10-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

out with my cousin and aunt at aston specialities. dinner was great . but not the chicken that i chosen . not very nice. the sauce was awfully sweet. and so we sat down for nice chats and shop ard suntec for awhile before heading home. my aunt gave me red packet with RMB inside. so cute rights ? : ] so train home with my cousin and we chatted a lot. i found out that she knew gavin somehow : ] singapore is just too small !

my feet were hurting in the pair of new shoes :/

support my cousin @

http://www.your-choices.blogspot.com/

2009-10-06T14:09:00.004+08:00

:] hmmm . was sorting out my things for china trip just now.deciding which bag to bring... so many many things that i needed to buy ! woohoo . * meeting cousin and aunt later. gonna have dinner at suntec.. * many events on gng for the next two weeks.

sometimes i wonder if i really knew what u're thinking;

2009-10-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

the new shoes that i bought from lee cooper just now ! :] loveit. gonna wear it for my china trip . hahhas .another 2 more weeks count down .

2009-10-04T13:33:00.000+08:00

abit late for this : ] but whatever it is. ystd was latern festival .and it was drizzling thru'out so we had to stay home and have some candle parties :D lols. of coz with my sisters. their little laterns that we hang with a bamboo ( innovative ) and line it up along the side of the house . so after playing was clearing up time . 2 more weeks to fly off! : ]

2009-10-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

hey people; my photo is up at archifest; please vote for me at

http://www.archifest.sg/index.php/humanity/competition_photo_gallery_vote/454/

thanks :]

2009-10-02T11:11:00.002+08:00

my inspirational code of the day is BE TRUE TO MYSELF . is that the reason why i only knock of at 5.30am . and woke up at 9.30 am ? argh . my mental self is killing me. i feel physically tired but mentally i cant get to sleep. lols .counting down 16 more days to china trip . woohoo .

i need to get a pair of shoes, some necessitates and other things.

somehow i just need to sleep .

2009-10-02T05:06:00.001+08:00

day is breaking soon . and i still haven slept a wink . oh please wad's wrong with me . zhiwei chatted with me thru out the night. thanks yeah bro : ]

* get to sleep elaine

2009-10-02T02:20:00.002+08:00

its alr 2am and i cant get to sleep . alr log off from my comp at 11pm and went to sleep. in the end i woke up at 1 plus .change my sleeping position. but still i cant slp. argh :X my insomnia been on for some time. what's wrong with me ? getting lesser and lesser slp each day . i need to sleep . please . why is my mind loaded with so much things and events whenever i just wanted to lie down and have a nice sleep.

hope i could get to sleep soon .

2009-09-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

went to kbox with the girls today . : ] hmmm . had great fun .its been 2 weeks since i step out of the house with my friends. i certainly deserve it. after which headed to my house for some photos session. 2weeks since i last met them . meet up soon girl . as usual im dead beat . my maid is finally back . release from all housework . KUDOS ! : ]

currently chatting with han ♥ and fishcake : ] and gisiang : D

2009-09-27T20:47:00.002+08:00

got not much events for me this few days : ] hahas . counting to 19 oct 09 . that's all i can think about now. hmmm.just joined a photography competition 5 mins ago on archifest !

vote for me . ! thanks : ]

www.archifect.sg

im rotting at home :X

hands are getting rougher each day :X

all because of housework.

2009-09-25T08:52:00.001+08:00

KALEIDOSCOPE WORLD

2009-09-23T13:45:00.004+08:00

hey girls ;

sorry for not turning up for ystd's bbq . something

crop up last min . apologize . i hope you all did enjoy

urself. :] take care. enjoy ur holidays ahead.

im so tired . i've to wake up at 5.30 everyday . :X

damned . prepare my sisters to school. do housework .

hahahs . im like so AUN-tie now. OMG . what to do; the

new maid is still in learning process . and the previous

maid alr went home .

i really need to sleep : [

2009-09-21T21:05:00.003+08:00

something is wrong with my blogskin : D i'll be back once i fixed it pple . take care! :]

2009-09-19T20:58:00.001+08:00

my desk :D

gifts for them : D

2009-09-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

officially ended my last day at constann design today at 16:00 . help to finish up all the work before i leave the company. ii bought gifts for them. hope they will like it. ystd was sort of like a farewell party for me . we had subway for lunch paid by boss and photo-taking session there after . today miss tan bought me a gift and treated me to pepper lunch again : D so many treats. thanks alot people . i will always rmb all of you . and the guidance throughout this 2and a half months will bring me thru another part of my life as a designer. within an office there are bound to be office politics . we should always try to accomodate and respect people ard us instead of using sarcastic comments to shoot them off .

take care <3

2009-09-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

larry finally came and visit me today . sit down and chit chat.

and after talking to me . my boss talk to him too .pass him IFI magazines .

dno whatever for : D 3 more days to the end of attachment. and the start of holidays ! woohoo . so looking forward to it. this time round, holidays gotta be fun-filled ? boring ? working ? who knows we will just await and see what will it be like :D

anyway thanks to all for their concern :D

2009-09-15T21:11:00.012+08:00

it's time to update my blog :D after 2 years; finally realise who are the pple who are really true in a friendship . hmmm . attachment is ending in another 4 days .there are things to miss and things to forget too .

STEVEN HO IS GETTING MORE AND MORE IRRITATING. TODAY AFTER WORK I HAD TO LEAVE WITHOUT HIM KNOWING . IMAGINE HOW HORRIBLE IT WAS . :X IF THE PROBLEM LIES WITH ME I'LL PROBABLY KNOW. BUT WHY DOES A GROWN UP , 19 YEAR OLD GUY, KNOWS NTHG ABOUT BEING COURTEOUS TO PPLE. A WORD OF THANK YOU CAN WARM PPLE HEART. THE WAY U RESPECT PPLE WILL MAKE PPLE RESPECT YOU TOO.THEY WAY YOU TREAT PPLE WILL MAKE THEM TREAT YOU IN THE SAME WAY . I HOPE YOU COULD REFLECT ON THE WAY YOU DO THINGS OR TREAT PPLE.

and CARCAR wants me to say HELLO to her :D

2009-09-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

ystd i was super fed up with some pple ! :X and i feel like punching him seriously. damned it. he's really a weirdo . hai . today suppose to go with sharleen to meet david poon . in the end he cant meet us . we headed the office to sharleen's wallet and went to orchard to shop ard . had lunch at mos burger, taka . and i went to meet phoebe after that at sim lim square. walk ard. and went to it fair .after that we walk ard suntec city .sat at starbucks for a drink . went to raffles city. went to funan to buy my mac os :D and waiting for strepsils to come before i went home .so sleepy. and my head is hurting :X sighs

2009-09-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

cool designs i saw on a website :D www.designboom.com .

2009-09-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

i think this camera is really cool :D oh man . considering a DSLR. this will be ur choice . it has specs of a DSLR . and u can also fix on additional lenses. OLYMPUS E-P1 .

2009-09-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

ystd went to ikea with grace.weetin&shuewei. been long since we last went shopping tgt. sw bought many things. i only bought markers mouse pad and scissors. so dumb . after which went to woodlands. bcoz it more convenient. bought bread at four leaves as dinner. long since i last had the bread there :D

anyway back to office stuff. stay in the office for the whole day . i was slacking .facebooking and all . help sharleen a little with the tv console. idea contribution . had lunch with her at subway . they had it without me the other day . hahas . 12 more days to the end of attachment. woohoo ! i've got enough of steven . i've to come up with excuses to get rid of him everyday . its tiring .doesnt he have any brains to think ? pple dont like him . his attitude totally pisses me off . even greg say he feel like vomiting blood. i was shocked by steven's way of speaking to greg. so sarcastic. thinks highly of himself and doesnt respect a senior. thats what i can conclude. lunch without him is much much better. i feel more relieve . and if i go to park west . he will call me everyday after work . i had to ignore his calls everytime .i feel bad and guilty about it. but seriously . there's nthg more that i can do but just dont care! get a life man. gayness :X

2009-09-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

: D picture me . lols . another eventful week just passed . and park west condo work is almost done . suddenly have no idea what to blog about. been working 3 saturdays in a row . and my boss deducted my 2 days pay bcoz i took leave. like wth . :X now still have to pay me back. today as usual whole day at park west.slacking ? lols . not really. helping to put the furniture back in place before the cleaning is done on tuesday . all the dust landed on my black pants . oh man . my maid will have a hard time washing it. opps. back home . took a nap and woke up at 5 and it was gardening time. cutting of overgrown branches and clearing up after that. washing up the tortoise and also the pond. and after that steven call me to talk about office stuff as usual . everyday without fail. by the time he put down the phone, my ears were burning :X bath and took dinner. and it was time for my lappy :D what a day . plans for tmr ? not really. will see how things go

thanks for your love ! :D

2009-09-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

park west condo works :D finally furniture installation and parquet polishing is done. tmr is touching up of painting and electrical works ! woo . happy to see smth that i draw to be constructed in a client house .the end product is perfect. obviously thanks to the carpenter, HAM for his good job. THANKS ALOT! many things learnt thru this project. real-life projects are really different

another 2 more weeks to the end of attachment and it marks the start of holidays.before flying of to china on the 19th of oct. im sort off excited about this whole trip .

2009-08-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

2009-08-30T20:55:00.000+08:00

new mentos cola ! :D hahahs .

2009-08-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

finally a whole eventful week have past! :D thursday had bbq at sentosa with sw and the rest. farewell party for cheewee :D by the time we reached there we were all hungry ! :X oh man . walking ard giant to look for stuff. before heading to the interchange to bus-ed in to sentosa . alastair was the last one to reach . and i tried my best to help him fixed his broken zip . but to no avail. talk to miss kwek a few days back . she's giving birth . either this week or next week.
ystd celebrated grandfather's 64 birthday at pin si, yishun . the food isn't as nice as before. and of coz the celebration was held inside the room . and had k-system. so i didnt failed to sing a song! :D so i just sang and i received claps from the family members. happy!! when i reach home, was really tired. so i slept once i had my bath .
today went to site in the morning and headed off at 12 plus. received a call from yati and know that constance went there . opps. :X but i alr left. so who cares . anyway the owner will touch down singapore tmr afternoon . so the maid got to do a bit of cleaning up . hahas . many things still not done.due to some hiccups . but im glad attachment is ending soon ! but at the same time i dread gng back to school . it means we got to work on studio . :D

2009-08-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

the vast sky in the evening. just outside my hse . this few days i realised the clouds are beatifully patched thru out the sky. hahhas . properly it marks a good start.

2009-08-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

some pictures of my new house. finally can come online after a week. hahahs . time to update my blog. been on site supervision since sat at park west. many many things to do. im gng to be like greg :X tmr need to go straight to park west again. today help to remove the wallpaper.my whole black shirt became filled with white spots.hmmm whole body dusty and dirty. but i get to left early. tmr need to continue the rest like painting and aluminium windows all that :D but i learn alot of stuff. hahas . dead beat.

anyway i got myself a new hairstyle . although its short. but it looks neater now and i dyed it golden brown . over the weekends had bbq with my classmates too. before i went to dyed my hair . meet grace for lunch at yishun . hahas .had long john .

sunday meet up with kian for lunch . shd say for his lunch at clark . went to eat at a shop at boat quay den i went off to find pea at china square,before heading to bras basah to get materials for studio . suddenly had the urge to start doing studio.hahahs . :D

gonna keep myself occupied :D

i miss him.

2009-08-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

2009-08-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

i found this while packing up my things just now :D they were from SW . and look at the date . its marks 12/07/05. hahahs . long time ago. but it is good memories. i miss secondary school days : X

2009-08-15T19:35:00.000+08:00

busy busy for the whole day . packing up. today total up to 8 boxes that i packed ! :D hahhas. happpy and satisfied.

you are treating me in the same way again.how do u expect me to respect you? im left all alone to think. can someone pick me up again ? u're treating me very good this minute and the next few days ? im left to fend for myself.does the problem lies with u or me? hmmm . im frightened that u'll leave me alone again . i've drown myself in u, once and twice and forever? the truth will speak for itself. for now, im still all alone. :X crying in silence. that broken heart of mine. will anyone lent a listening ear to me? :X

2009-08-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

okays meet up with phoebe, pearls, fathin, mimi and siti. we had dinner at thai express ystd to celebrate phat and pea birthday : D hahhas . hope they like the gift. lols. nice dinner and cake was nice too ! : D i bought it . hahhas . anyway back to work ,went to costa del sol ystd and guess what. my pathetic flatz that i bought with fen got a hole in the sole. li hai hor ? : X hahhas . and i went back to office ystd and tape it with blue tape bcoz there was no black tape. hhahhas . everyone was laughing at me. joke of the day . wanted to buy a pair of shoes. but not in the mood to shop also :X dno what happen to me.

today went to park east with constance. another clients home : D building work commencing on monday . im in-charge of this project :X OMG. means i've to go down to site to check on the work . check with the contractors .big burden . but i really learn alot of things . hahhas .

im moving hse next tues : D means this weekend will be busy packing. sorry if i turn down meet ups. :X

2009-08-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

2009-08-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

2009-08-08T19:24:00.000+08:00

an eventful week had just passed . i had a bad dream last night and i woke up in tears : X i felt frightened . but i couldn't rmb what the dream was all about. okays . back to the week . learn quite alot in 3d max on friday . hmmm my 2nd project with 3D it's for calvary church. felt the sense of satisfaction when it was done. and im happy about the long weekends thanks to national day .

ystd help out at mum's travel agency after work . alot of ppl checking in. it was like war :X amd there were more den 200 ++ customers. hahash . running here and there like mad .and the buses on the road were all jam . reach home it was alr 1 plus . today woke early to go help clean up at the new hse.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :D

and just to inform all of you, im moving hse in the coming week.

budbud birthday is coming : D loves

2009-08-02T19:41:00.000+08:00

TIEM TO UPDATE ON MY BLOG : D YSTD WE CELEBRATED KAREN'S BIRTHDAY AT WHITE BAR . I GUESS SHE WAS REALLY TOUCHED BY THE PRESENT AND SURPRISES. WE PLAYED GAMES AND HAD GREAT FUN THERE. MEET UP SOON GFS . IT'S BEEN ONE MONTH SINCE I LAST SEE ALL OF THEM . HMMM . HEADED TO MAKAN SUTRA AFTER THAT. BUT I WENT HOME FIRST, BCOZ MY CONTACT LENSES WERE REALLY KILLING ME. SORRY GFS

WILL UPLOAD THE PICTURES SOON : D

2009-07-30T22:22:00.001+08:00

okays . gonna do an update before the week ends . so now there's additional 2 person to the company. steven from tp and sharleen a full time stuff. this makes the co. livelier and on top of that it means that i have companions to lunch with after 1 month . like finally.

hahahs

tricia suddenly say she's flying back tmr. so DIE DIE must meet her. : D

suddenly got so many things plan for the weekends . and sat is karen's birthday celebration and is SW's birthday . : D lols . so many things gng on . but the thing is my pocket is so empty :X

birthday : D

2009-07-26T19:52:00.001+08:00

overall the birthday was quite fun . esp the decor part. kudos to the crew members . : D hmmm . barely had enough sleep for the last 2 days . so when i touch home at 12 noon today, took a nice cold bath and went to slp . slept for an hour woke up to eat smth. before gng back to slp again . feel so fat. but who cares. im really tired . need to recover back to lost sleep . my aunt's friend played mj till 5 plus in the morning. that's around the time that i managed to fall asleep too after they left. as usual my cousin was alr sleeping soundly by 5 am .i dont know how she could slp with all the din that they created . : D

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY AUNT : D

(photos to be uploaded soon)

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2009-07-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

hmmm . after 3 weeks of being attached to the office. today is my first day doing 3d on rhino first den transferring it to 3d viz . didnt know it worked until today . hahas . amazing. and the 3d models that are available are nice . hhaas : D dental showroom cum office was what im suppose to design . need to do the rendering in 3d VIZ too. gonna render tmr . finally some 3d work . away from cad plans

2009-07-20T21:11:00.003+08:00

the shirt that i help to draw

theme being ice and fire . so we bought orange and blue shirt. : D

went out with my aunt ystd .buying stuff for her birthday celebration decor. den went to her hse to do some stuff first : D help to draw the crew t-shirt.so it was work again today : D sians. greg was a joker man . listening to his jokes really made my day .today got another new project again . on top of the 3 that was hand over by ariff . : D and the company sucks for not having a proper a3 printer. i had to print 2 a4 and join them tgt since last week . get things fix up please. and calling urself a professional company. an establish company dont even have an a3 printer? this must be a joke. hahas . headed home straight after work . too tired too accompany jun to cck or even to meet up with him . sorry jun . : D hope tmr will be much better. gonna rest earlier tonight .looking forward ro friday . gonna be great fun .

2009-07-18T21:36:00.005+08:00

laundry washer : D

dishwasher : D

fridge that u can customize with GARSKIN

ystd SMEG's sales manager came to our office . to tell us about their kitchen appliances and i think its super cool . with refrigerator, hods, cooker, dishwasher, washing machine in many colours . hahas : D funky colours . their series of kitchen furnishing are design by designers and even architects. makes it different from other appliances.

2009-07-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

long time since i last updated. i don't know what to write about too. life's been the same for the pass few days . hmmm . boring . working everyday . OT : X the worst was ystd when the rain was so heavy in the morning. man . what a day . and my gastric is acting up again recently. getting worst each day . wonder if i've ever any stomach problems . not surprising .

will be meeting grace and weeting tmr for dinner. : D lols . that's the reason why i always look forward to friday nights . but the sad thing is there's work on sat . sunday will be meeting up with my aunt to get materials for her 21st birthday decoration . and im so excited about being the organizer and designer for the day .

office work been damned bored . working on plans everyday . it was nice of larry to call up and check on me . he will be visiting me at the office in a few weeks time. sean will be tagging along for sure . suppose to be working on a detail drawing for furniture in the office last night . until today and i realise that its all wrong :X and i spent like so many hours . but thanks to greg for being so patient and teaching me the detailing for the materials again . : D

so far, he's been very nice to me for the pass few days . chatting with me online and smsing me without fail each day . its not that i don't miss you at all . please . i just do . but there's just smth that is hindering me . and i would not even dare to think of being tgt with u again. i really hope you will find someone you love real soon . and leave me etched in that memory of yours . whether be it a good or bad memory . for me, it will always be the best memory .

i really wish you were there at times;

2009-07-11T20:39:00.006+08:00

artistic picture again : D

im so tired after one day of cycling

i always wondered; will u ever be there for me ?

u've been treating me so nicely this few days

is there a motive behind all this ? :|

2009-07-11T20:24:00.001+08:00

2009-07-11T19:42:00.005+08:00

celebrated my birthday at pasta de waraku ystd with sw,grace,weeting,alastair,ruilong,jj & cheewee. thanks for the surprises and presents from all of you . appreciated. : D

today went to pulau ubin to cycle. my butt and legs are aching now . hahahs . but it was a fun trip with grace, ruilong & jj . woo . tanned skin . hahas . woke up super early to meet them and we wated 3 hours on like travelling . ubin was filled with people today . through the bumpy road and sandy road . it was tough . really . need to train up my legs before gng there again . lols . : D

2009-07-09T22:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY : D today o did a dressing table and wardrobe in 3D. ahahs : D and sent the design to the client.hmmm .tmr im meeting up with sw and peeps to celebrate my bdae a belated one . hahas. and plus caleb is finally out from camp. means i can meet him . woohoo ! (: he ask me to rebel today . but tmr i need to work . : X if i go i'll be dead beat by then .

looking forward to tmr's meet up . :D

2009-07-08T20:29:00.001+08:00

finally can upload pictures. :D hahahs .

2009-07-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

FINALLY 19 .

LOTS OF THINGS TO CONSIDER AND GONNA ENJOY THE YEARS AHEAD .

MATURED ANOTHER YEAR ♥

HMMM . THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES!

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY;

bless my friends and family and my love ones with a healthy life .

2009-07-06T21:48:00.002+08:00

another few hours and im a year older. : D woo . wonder what will my life be like as a 19 year old? lols. more responsibilities and burdern on me. but as time goes by, my mind has matured over the last 19 years. the 19 years that i live my life. i had learn so much things and know so much people. gng through so much all this year, let guide me and thought me how i shd live my life. and thanks to the people ard me, who guided me along. : D

i appreciate and love all the people ard me. each and everyone that by-pass my life means smth to me.

:D MAY GOD BLESSED THE PEOPLE I LOVE AND I PROMISE TO CHERISH THEM FOREVER.

2009-07-05T00:21:00.001+08:00

:D meet up with alastair,ruilong and grace just now at amk . chit chat and planning for next week's outing . fun . woohoo . gonna be busy for the weekends. hmm . and today when i reached home from work . just slack for awhile and went to slp for 3 hours.before i receive grace msg. (: saying they are meeting for dinner at amk . hahas . they ate. den went to slack at mac for awhile before heading home

2009-07-04T15:58:00.002+08:00

i dno why i cant upload the image :X since ystd day night. forget it. hmmm . met up with classmates ystd . (: had a mini celebration for phoebe. speaking of which,today is her birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHOEBE

dinner at pizza hut, marina square.before heading home.when we met up everyone talk about their attachment and stuff. hahs . like 1 week since i last saw my classmates . hahas . so long . today had to work . (: finally, found a way to walk to tiong bahru from my work place. super near. so next time i no need to wait so long for the stupid bus and squeeze with people. irritating. (:

2009-07-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

finally got time to blog about attachment(: hahas . hmmm . ystd was first day of work . nervousness caught me. but everything turn out to be fine. the boss did a short interview with me. the first day and i was alr staying back in the office till 8 : X omg. life isn't that wonderful after all. just finish photoshop. that cabinet took me hours.

the office is quite simple and small . but there's a huge library of books for me to reference from. greg, senior designer is a nice guy . constance, chief design/director is a nice person too. asking me how i feel working here. guiding me along. miss tan, admin. she's the first lady that i met on the first day of work .bringing me around to explore. boss, mr tan, he was okays . although there are something he said which was true about my standards. but not gng to elaborate. (:

working life isn't fun at all (: and concorde shopping centre is so boring.all the offices plus a hotel.

for the next 82 days im gng to survive! (:

2009-06-27T17:22:00.001+08:00

PRAYING HARD FOR CALEB TAY

HOPE YOU WILL GET WELL SOON. (:

2009-06-27T16:45:00.002+08:00

ystd went to school in the morning. print my portfolio. and head to golden mile complex to help mum at the office. rot there. (: head to bugis with mum to meet my mum. we had dinner at hip diners.went to bugis street to shop. i bought 3 new tops for attachment. den went to iluma. after shopping, seat down at macdonalds for a drink before gng back to golden mile complex to meet dad and head home. reach home almost 1. bath and went to bed.

long day; shopping. (:

2009-06-27T15:48:00.001+08:00

2009-06-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

(: had great fun today with the girls at kbox. (: woohoo. in the morning was IAP briefing. headed for lunch in school. den went to kbox to sing. bought a cake and surprise rayne. belated birthday for her..she was surprised . hahas . fun .

i will be attached to CONSTANN DESIGN from next monday onwards. attachment from 29th june to 19th sept. pray head elaine. *fingers crossed.

2009-06-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

2009-06-24T21:23:00.001+08:00

stayed at home for the whole day today . woohoo ! (:

watch show.blog.facebook.friendster.tagged.wholivesnearyou.google.

i did everything that i could. hahas .

2009-06-23T23:16:00.001+08:00

i miss you girls (:

counting back the last time that we meet up.

been ages; see you girls soon

loves;

2009-06-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

looking through the pictures.

suddenly, i miss tricia. (:

wonder how's she's doing in australia now .

has everything been settled for her ? .

loveyou babe <3

2009-06-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

samsung beatDJ;

im in love with this phone. <3

2009-06-22T23:40:00.002+08:00

it broke into pieces :|

i know the meaning.

2009-06-19T23:57:00.001+08:00

2009-06-19T22:52:00.003+08:00

finally got time to blog

18june09

went to see a doctor bcoz of my diarrhoea and the doctor said i had food poisoning.i cant believe it.

19june09

((: finally presentation is happy. and the thing that i was late this morning. suppose to wake up at 6 . in the end 8:40 . and i jump out of bed . presentation was at 9 . OMG .quickly bath and took a cab . lols . although it wasn't very well done. but i already did my best. :| stupid mario .say i didn't do any work.i lost 9 weeks work . i did it in 2 days.im gng to continue doing my research.need to do alot more. okays enough of studio

went to town with fify, gisiang and yvonne. far east followed by wisma. we had dinner at subway.

i saw mahmudah today . been years since i lost saw her. :X i almost couldn't recognise her. and at far east i saw brian . bought a mango shirt.

something happened at a shoe shop.

gisiang ask me over to look at a shoe. and i accidently drop it off the shelf. it hit a fat lady in front. and i told fify it wasn't on accident. and that lady said that she didnt said that i purposely drop the shoe. in the first place i wasn't even talking to her. is she insane. crazy fool .

we left at ard 9 . headed home in train .

gonna have plenty of rest today . :| tiredout. end of a hectic week.

* i had my reasons for hiding my feelings. just that i needed ur understanding all along. :|

2009-06-17T20:09:00.002+08:00

:X presentation finally over today . woot . but im not feeling well. came home early to rest. but until now . still not very well .. stomach upset . upside down . sigh . need to start working on studio again . oh . staying up late for the whole week . tired .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYNE ! <3

2009-06-17T02:11:00.003+08:00

nw is 2 am and im still struggling to finish my project. presentation at 10 . barely 8 hours from now.and im dead beat : X this whole week been super busy . no time to blog and stuff . many things happen throughout the week. nv wan to explain it either.

continue doing my work :X

2009-06-15T00:19:00.002+08:00

my legs are damned tired.spent the whole day outside today . redoing all my research . lols . hmmm . whatever it is . i already found a way to deal with my present problems . hahas . esp for studio . i finally got the solution. hmmm .thanks sujun for accompanying to my site to take measurements. hahas . and waited for gisiang for 2 hours before she reached . i was loitering ard bras basah taking pictures. went shopping on my own . suddenly my thigh became very painful .i was limping. i guess its bcoz of the badminton session that day i sprain my thighs. :X we shop ard RC . went to it fair. went to marina square . (: went off at esplanade .

i guess the information that i lost is a blessing in disguise (:

suddenly i feel that u still care about me.

2009-06-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME ?

UNLUCKINESS REALLY STRIKE ME ?

SIGHS . BREAK A MIRROR AND 7 YEARS OF UNLUCKINESS

IZIT TRUE ?

NOW I WONDER IF IT'S TRUE . :X

HMMM .I LOST EVERYTHING ON MY THUMBDRIVE

ALL MY RESEARCH ARE GONE . FARK .

I FEEL LIKE IM COLLAPSING ..

2009-06-13T08:35:00.000+08:00

through a kaleidoscope wad do u see?

this has been my topic for weeks.

2009-06-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

stress strike me again : X i cried today . all my efforts were dashed by ur comments. i never said you were criticizing me. what's my aim as a designer? im really lost at this moment in time .

stayed back after school with pea to talk. hmm . thanks for accompanying me. im feeling much better now . crying cannot solve my problems . it makes me feel far better. i nv want to hold it inside. tears :|

2009-06-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

(: woo. staying back in school everyday . like so tired :X i feel like giving up sometimes. but no matter what we still had to bare with it. weather is like freaking hot everyday. stayed back late with PEA bud today . hahas . we had a lot to talk about. we left school at 1030. and the thing is i didnt manage to finish much of my stuff despite staying back late. now i will continue doing my work ... sighs . when will our work end ?

2009-06-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

:) ystd was out with gen and tricia. we had dinner at asian kitchen before heading off to our respective places. i went to meet kelvin at vivo. we decided to catch a movie . night at the museum 2 . hahahs. it's a nice show. (: after that i had to cab home from there. i reach home at alr 1 am . was very tired. bathe and slp . this morning i reach school at 11. was feeling tired . so went to school later. (: went to school for a few hours and left for site after which . with yvonne.gi and jun. hmmm . went to fu lu shou first; bencoolen; bras basah; bugis junction; dessert shop with gi. (: and bus home on 133. had to stand throughout the journey . many many things to do :X stressed out.